every beat of my heart

IN MY OWN WORLD

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

♥ 7:02 AM

I'mma be like Haw.
Getting stuck in that situation for a while and move on soon.
I didn't know that I was a friend-deprived loser bitch anyway.
I've never even said bad things about you guys before.
Owellllll
Life's like that.

JERKKK

Sunday, April 22, 2007

♥ 4:17 AM

YOU PATHETIC AIRHEAD, ASS, BLOCKHEAD, BOOB, BONEHEAD, BRUTE, BUMBLER, CHUMP, CLOD, DOLT, DONKEY, DOPE, DORK, DULLHEAD, DUMDUM, DUMB BUNNY, DUNCE, DUNDERHEAD, FOOL, GOON, HALFWIT, IDIOT, IGNORAMUS, IMBECILE, JACKASS, KOOK, LAMEBRAIN, LUNKHEAD, MEATHEAD, MENTAL DEFECTIVE, MORON, NIMROD, NINCOMPOOP, NINNY, NITWIT, NUMSKULL, OAF, PINHEAD, RASCAL, SCAMP, SCHMO, SCHMUCK, STUPE, TOMFOOL AND TWERP.
I THINK I COULD HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME.

SADDDD

Friday, April 20, 2007

♥ 10:15 PM

Last week was so hectic man!

I fell down on Tuesday ): Tsk. Deannie, Sharlyn and I were walking down the stairs. Then I was laughing like some kinda of mad girl and wanted to grab Deannie's hand cause I felt super unbalanced. And I missed Deannie's hand luh can! I SPLIT ON THE STAIRS AND THEN I FELL ON MY BAG/HAND. -.- Pfffft. I thought I spained my ankle or something cause it hurt. But nahh, it just hurts cause.. erm, no idea. So yeah. I started my infamous whining and kept ranting on about how pain it was. Lol. Tsk. HERE COMES THE HIGHLIGHT.

You know, friends are supposed to help you up when you fall right. Omg, tsk. Sharlyn just stood there and took photos of me. Like the position in which I fell, me whining and screaming. And of course, she was ROARING with laughter :/ SHE IS SUCH A GREAT FRIEND HUHHH. As for Deannie right. When I fell down then she tried to help me. But well, she couldn't stop laughing and hence, she didn't really help me either. She couldn't stop laughing luh please -.- She wanted to ask whether I was okay. But she was laughing too hard to even talk. SHE WAS PANTING ALRIGHT. And I think there were tears in her eyes cause she was laughing too hard. Oh goshhh, I have such great friends! o.0
Andddd, boooo. I've got a blueblack on my knee ):

Anyway, I had a free cone with Ben&Jerry's! :D Went to Sharlyn. Yeah (:

OMG. OUR CHEMISTRY WAS TOO DARN GOOD MAN. OMG. I AM SOOOO PROUD OF OURSELVES! :DDDD ALL THE STAYING-BACK AFTER SCHOOL WAS SO DAMN WORTH IT! (: DEANNIE, SHARLYN, FAITH AND I ROCKED LIKE SHIT CANNNN. PITY, I FORGOT TO ASK SOMEONE TO VIDEO IT ): IT WAS REALLLY NICE!

Weiyi brought me out to shopping on Thursday! <3>Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

142 days and enough is enough.

With hugs&love&kisses,
WEIHUI THE GREAT! :D

LOL. HAHA.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

♥ 8:45 AM

Omg, I have been studying kinda hard recently okay! :D
Anyway, here's some really hilarious conversations.

"Monfort people are called monfortians right? Try making the name shorter and they become MARTIANS!" *bursts into laughter*
- Leo Huang

I was sitting in between Jazz and Rachel. Jazz was playing with her nike bottle and she keeps spraying water into the air. Out of a sudden, Rachel must have felt the water and she went,"OMG. IS IT RAINING!" (Please do take note we were in the hall.)

I was out with Charmaine. And I saw my neighbour at City Hall Interchange. And Charmaine imagines a converstaion that my neighbour and his two friends will have..

NEIGHTBOUR FRIEND NO.1: You're friend uh?
NEIGHBOUR:No lahh. That's my neighbour.
NEIGHTBOUR FRIEND NO.1: She quite cute leh. Have her number?
NEIGHBOUR:Lol. Yahhh, I give you later.
NEIGHBOUR FRIEND NO.2: EH, WHAT ABOUT THE GIRL BESIDE HER. SHE QUITE CHIO LEH.

Okay, so the point was.. Charmaine said she was chio. Or something of that sort. HAHA. (:

SENTOSAAAA

Saturday, April 14, 2007

♥ 6:55 PM

WENT TO SENTOSA WITH CHARMAINE AND SHIVANI.
OMG. I AM RED NOW.
NOT TANNED.
BUT REDDDDDD ):

YES, I KNOW. CAMWHORESSSSSS

I think she looks CHIO here (:
She's checking out the ANG MOHHH. Lol.
YAH LAH. I ZI LIAN ABIT. LOL.

Okay, so anyway. Charmaine and I went to Esplanade(sp?) to study after we sentosa-ed. Haha. We met Jeremy. And, he's quite tall luh :/ Errrr. Oh yes. We saw this POOH BEAR at sentosa. Charmaine thinks he's cute. BUT HE SMOKES. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Ewwww. Gross. Hahaha okay. Then ummm, yeah. Charm's mum dropped me off at parkway. Then I saw this AH PEK getting robbed by this guy around his mid-twenties opposite the road. WAH LAU. Nobody help the Ah Pek luh can! #)$*@$&@#(*$&*%(@*# Poor Ah Pek. I hope he's okay ): And on the bus, Zhongxi called me! :D And he entertained me for damnnnnnnn long luh. I got locked out of my house! Cause I forgot to bring my keys. That's kinda sad. Booooo. Yeah, so. I don't know what i'm blogging about man.

CHARMAINE IS COMING MY HOUSE TO STUDY LATER.
YAY! :D

TEAMTK ):

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

♥ 7:52 AM

Omg, I can't believe it. You mean, this is it. It ends just like that?

Dearest Teamtk, you don't have any idea, any idea at all how much each and everyone of you mean to me. It's all because of you guys that I stay in the team and continue badminton. Thinking back, all of us being so motivated, going for all the monfort trainings, all the tears we cried, all the guts we sweated, all the quarrells we had. It's just really really sad to think that it kinda all ends here. I'm so sorry for the two times I walked out on the team. You guys just mean the world to me. I remembered the beginning. When we all seemed like strangers. You guys are just a family to me. You guys were always there for me. Rain or shine. I just really don't want this team to spilt up. When I was sad about something, each of you would cheer me up. I remember, that time, SHERM and HUANG was there for me when I was so nervous, to the point where I just wanted to cry and scream. But you guys just assured me that I did fine. And that you guys were proud of me. It was unforgettable. I remember SHARM talking to me about all the things. We shared our secrets. And made sure that both of us didn't tell on each other. How we would just talk to one another if anything saddening happened. I remember JINGYING and TESSA, always forgiving me for all the mistakes that I did. That meant hell loads to me. I remember DAPHNE and VICTORIA, always encouraging me. Telling me to go the extra mile. That I'm good and I can do it if I want to. I remember HUIXIN and RACHEL, for always being there, when I was emo. And always being there if ever there was a time I needed to cry. They were always there. I remember CHELSEA, cracking all the lame jokes, making the saddest person smile. Listening to all my problems, just always being there. I remember JAZREEL. The girl who I refused to partner at first cause everytime I partnered her, I felt awkward. The girl who was always there to make me smile. The girl who hugs me when I need a hug, the girl who gives me a shoulder to cry on. I can't believe it. Slowly, I got so emotionally attached to the team. We bonded even without realising it. I love all of you so so so so much. Can the sec 4s don't graduate please? Looking at our journey, it is just so heartaching to see all of us spilt. I just can't help but cry because, I really really love our team so much.

I wouldn't trade anything for this team. You guys are the bestest of the bestest. I'll never forget the times where we laughed together, complained together, trained hard together, cried together, slept together, bitched together, ate together, mugged together and everything else we did together. All this memories will be etched in my heart forever. The V'llage. EVERYTHING. Just everything. I really don't want us to split. I'm left at a loss. I don't know what to do. I just can't describle how much I want us to stay as a team forever and ever.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE ALL OF YOU. I PROMISE THAT TEAMTK IS A NAME THAT CAN ONLY BE USED BY ALL OF US. BECAUSE THIS TEAM IS JUST TOO SPECIAL. I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS. I DO I DO I DO <3

Monday, April 09, 2007

♥ 4:51 AM

LOST TO SCGS 5-0 TODAY.
LOST MY RACKET TODAY.
OMG. WTF.

I'm gonna screw that idiot who took my racket okay. I'll slice him up into many pieces and feed him to the sharks. TSK. Stupid piggo.

URGHHHH. I hate it when you're already so pissed and upset alr and people still try to piss you off somemore. Assholes. But I still can't believe what I did. Tsk :/

Anyway, i'm gonna go study alr.
Byeee people.

VIC'S PARTY

Saturday, April 07, 2007

♥ 4:28 AM

Vic's party was yeserday.
It was damn fun.
Here are the photos, I'm to lazy to type everything.
(:

BETCHA CHRIS' JEALOUS!

Edit.

Okay, I'm doing Chem now. And we're doing it to the tune of sexyback. OH GOD, IM BEGINNING TO HATE IT. urghhhhhhh. And I sound digustingly corny. Gosh, just let me dieeee.

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